How could i make him fall for me again?

After almost 3 years of being in relationship with my husband, were having trouble in our relationship.  Like what they say, it's normal to have fights, misunderstandings and arguments.  But when you start analyzing how you feel to each for each other, that's the scary part i think.

I've been analyzing myself, my heart once in a while.  Specially after fights.  I'm asking myself, "why he always make me cry? why do i feel pain?  am i right in marrying him?"  Those questions keep on running into my head.  But then, once i started hearing his voice, watching his smiles and listening to his laugh..then i realize, "yes i was right! i really love this man and i will never regret marrying him."

I admit, I'm not as perfect as he wanted or as he expected.  But as years go by, I am doing my best to keep on improving on my changes to myself.  Just to make him feel happy and satisfied for what I am turning out.

But lately, he can't see me as a woman.  He can only see me as a girl.  A young little cute girl.  He thinks I'm pretty but not attracted to me.  Sound weird? Yeah I know.  But can I do?  He is falling out of love from me :(

Very sad, yes.  Because thinking of myself being out of love from him(which i feel sometimes), I still try to make out to him by counselling myself.  Making myself realize what I have and what should I appreciate.  And falling out of love is not a choice to make or feel every after fights.

How I wish he could also make an effort on reminiscing our moment to make him feel in love again to me.  

People really do change.  He did changed.  Just wanna ask? why is it guys always take girls for granted once they know girls are very into them?  Why they stop to be like them on the first times they met and on courting stage? Is it wrong to feel like you are treated the way they treat you on the first months you are together?

Will you consider me selfish? wishing him to come home after a year and five months of being apart physically?  Is it wrong?  I don't know the right answers.  

Now I'm so full of unanswered questions.  I don't know how far could I take?  Specially now, knowing he don't love me as he do before..it's much lesser now..way lesser. :(

What if something bad happen to me? You think he'll realize I'm somewhat important to him too? I hope its not too late once he realize I'm all worth it..all the pain and sacrifices.  I hope its not too late.  



signing off..




babykitty >^.^<

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Akala ko ok lang, 

Hindi pala..

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O dapat ko bang sabihin yan sa sarili ko?:(

Bakit dapat ako nalang ang mali?

Mali ba yong gusto kang makausap?

Ang makita ka o marinig ang boses mo?

Dapat ko bang limitahan ang pagmamahal ko sayo

O dapat lang n ibuhos ko ito ng buong buo

Ako'y nalilito

Sino ba papakinggan ko? ang isip ko o ang puso ko?

Long Distance Relationship quotes

I Miss You

Why it seem so hard for me to miss you

But looks like it is just Ok with you

Why time so unfair?

It gives my heart a lot of despair

How i wish you miss me too

Wondering if you feel the same way too

Will you pout if i'll be busy too?

Will you cry at night the same way i do?

I don't know the answer

All i want to do is make a prayer

Ask him to make me feel better

Cry to him all the burdens and pains

Wish i can even hear your voice

Well that will be your choice

But I love you still

Maybe better just eat a meal

You Make Me Feel Special

Where did you get that magic?

Your smile make my heart panic

Suddenly, you walk closer to me

You look into me and now you can see

No words from mouth

Hearts were talking, no doubt

Our eyes starts to close

Everything around us had froze

My lips finally taste yours

Taste as sweet as sugar of course

As you move and hugged me

Comfort in your arms baby

I feel so much important and special

Even world seems so crucial

We made our own happy kingdom

Where King(You) and Queen(Me) came from

Sorry

There are times when you get mad
Honestly, i really feel bad
I feel the guilt inside
I was trying but I can't hide

Oh baby, forgive me please
All i want is pain will be ease
Sorry for being stupid sometimes
But I promise to change it as time goes by

Babe, I beg for your forgiveness
I may not be perfect and careless
But I will do everything just to make you happy
Coz i love you and miss you so badly!

i'll give you a thousand of kisses
i'll look cute and wear my braces
i'll cook for you and pamper you
Coz all i want to do is to please you..

Smile

In every smile you have
Happiness is all i brag
Your cute giggling
Joy is what my heart's whispering

Your laugh that is so loud
It made me feel like im in the cloud
Your attractive and sweet smile
Means you want me in the aisle

Oh please baby stop staring at me!
You look so flirty..:))
Just give me your smile
And you will have me for the rest of your life